Saturday, September 22, 2007

HONEST ~

Finally I have opened my mouth to mum, I do not know what are the consequences therafter.
Yet, I want to inform her that what is the bad situation here. I just have no way out to get rid of it.
He is just being unreasonable and irrational. He does not want to give me the free pass to use the car. What can i do? He tells lies, he rejects me to utilise it. I do not know what is the conflict between us. Maybe I have done something offended towards him.
I try to explain to Mum how bad is the situation here, from bad to worse. Mum tries to understand and explain that He would not be that bad as far as she concerned.
Anyway, I just want to be honest to her, getting closer between our gap. In the past days, I have never done as such to speak out. I have only told my friends about my problems.
Nowadays, I think communication amongst family members is vital.
Speak out your right !

TO-DO-LIST : MUST HAVE ITEMS

1. Miriam Yeung album - 'simple me' - RM90-120
Remarks: I bought it on 21/9/07 with discounted price RM90!! hurray..its so nice !!

2. MP3 Player - Zen (Creative) or IPod-shuffle - RM200-350
Remarks: I'm doing survey now...

3. New Cell Phone - Sony Ericsson (3G+Music) - RM800-1500
Remarks: Waiting for my elder brother to dispose off his cell phone from Australia.

4. New Digi Camera - Sony, Panansonic, Canon - >RM1000
Remarks: I still think its not a must-have item!

5. Burberry Polo-Tee - RM405
Remarks: I'm looked great with this outfit yet no one supports me to get it.

6. Tee-shirts - FCUK or CK Jeans - RM100-200
Remarks: I have no company to go shopping currently!!

7. Aviator Sunglass - CK Jeans or Rayband - RM300-500
Remarks: I just bought this sunglass from MNG with only RM79.

8. Mum's Handbag - Carlo Rino - RM200-300
Remarks: I do not dare to buy it 1st.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

缺氧了!

太多的烦恼, 让我喘不过气!
我不知我失去了什么, 灵魂? 感情神经?
我显得有点失去方向...我无法告诉自己到底要怎么过活...
行尸走肉的...

朋友都说: 慢慢来, 把事情看清楚, 整理思绪, 珍惜时间, 处理妥当
就这么简单吗? 或许吧! 我把事情给复杂了~

我想努力, 但却是徒然...
我想恋爱, 但却是无力...
我想自由, 但却是包袱...
我想呼吸, 但却是缺氧了!!!

Friday, September 14, 2007

激情过后

一时的意识给蒙蔽了, 身体的腺内上素激增
感觉是很刺激, 新鲜的!
翌日, 一切的责任是不许附上于一段本是没有结果的两人情感上
你情我愿, 激情过后就是你或我....
勿把友谊变质, 就只好当作是一场美梦
但是, 感觉却有点受创伤...很失落...
或许, 就忘记吧了!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

谢谢你们..一路的陪伴...2003-2007

去旧迎新

常人说, '旧的不去, 新的不来'
当我们拥有一些零碎片段, 回忆就涌现了..
我不认识谁是 '亦舒' 或者 '吴淡如'
我也不知道他们曾对爱情下了什么定义
但是, 爱情故事该如何编织, 应该是双方付出了许多...
不是每个人都可以丢下一个包袱和光阴, 人始终得长大的!
或许, 新的一个会在那方等待着...

Sunday, September 09, 2007

改变自己

我很想试着去改变自己的生活方式..待人处事的看法
可是,我还是无法苟同那种失去热情的人
当你是热情的时候,那种火是无法熄灭的!
一旦你想处于自己的框框当中,完全是与世隔绝的!
这是华人的陋习吧?
为什么我们就无法一直抱着那种热忱去交往...
好无奈, 我无法把那份热忱给延续着 !!
真的很难接受~~