Nice yet Lonely Firework watching

30/8-31/8 ... it is a super big event occur for all MALAYSIAN...yupe, it is MSIA independent day!! Msia is 47 years old. what i know regarding Msia are She is beautiful and natural, peace and harmony. The 3 main races can live under one roof harmoniously... that is TRUELY ASIA !
Today, most of the Malaysian will be going out for celebrating this special day with others .. organising a concert in different spots, meeting friends or mates in different locations, calling friends for sending regard, returning to hometown to visit parents or relatives and so forth..However, i have to stay at home and watching tv programme alone..
3,2,1... MERDEKA !! MERDEKA !! All malaysian should be hugging each other and shouting these words..how exciting they are feeling now..
Yet, im standing on the balcony alone , visualing the fireworks which are playing outside from different spots. Oh! how beautiful they are ? Even though, they are beautiful and surprising, but i can feel the happiness from there.. i just feeling loneliness ..how desire i can hug my lover on the balcony and watching the most beautiful fireworks tonight...Yet, everything is over..
when will be my lover stood beside me ? oh .. dear !

1st time Driving Experience

28/8...after a full and oily breakfast, i'm planning to do something special which i cant imagine..
no people at home..wind just blows in violently..disturbing my mind..sun is shining on my sofa.. i can feel the hot ..i just sit down on the chair and do my revision for Chemistry ..
im reading, memorising, writing on the papers..it may help me on memorising those special scientific terms..oh!its really tough...
i need a rest now..i cant control my mind on thinking and memorising those terms and words...
i just drive my uncle's car ...i drive along highway till no end...there are many diverge roads..i cant recognise them either... my final destination is my college campus..however, i lost ...i just drive and drive..i keep on recognising those signboards..yet, i take a long way to my destination..
im in panic, worry, nervous..where am I ? how can i escape from this situation?
i keep myself calm down..and drive in no panic...
about 1.1/2 hours, i reach the college campus..oh, here U are !! then i return home where i was falling down and failed....